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Post by jrdyn111 on Apr 24, 2008 5:38:53 GMT
Forsaken froze for a second then stood up. "I am but a poor player upon the stage of God's hate and spite." She thumped down on the couch next to Skyler gripping the top of her right arm with her left. Her head hung low for a few seconds until she decided to speak. she lifted it up and didn't make eye contact at all "I was born a devil and a product of satan himself. I've seen the darkness of pillows in my face, i have heard the angry roar of water around my ears and filling my lungs, Felt what should have been loving hands around my neck forcing air from my body, but not once did I ever hear the voice of god telling her how wretched and how....forsaken I was. The time had come to free myself of the awful tyrant and finally go home. Home is all I have ever wanted. I tried to carve my way there, thorugh my mother but they just put me away away away. Home is so far for those forsaken by god." By now the tears started coming and her nails were now breaking her skin on her right arm and tiny trickles of blood started to form. "They put me in a 'good place' but the good never came. The white saints put me in their white castle with their white horses and white linens and white lies, That is until the spies came. I was pricked and poked and stabbed at wires flowed out of me and once again I was forsaken. Forsaken I shall remain. That was the name my mother gave me, that god gave me, and so it seems forsaken I shall remain until the sun goes down and I meet this satan from whence I came." She spat out the last few words in a muttle of anger, hatred, and tears. her eyes stared straight ahead seeming not to blink. she was breathing heavily. She pulled her hand from her arm and examined the blood on her finger tips and started to daintily examine them. She threw herself back against the couch and slumped down covering her face with her hands. She started to drag them down her face, the left one leaving some blood there as she spoke the words, "I've been walking in the mirror for so long that I've come to believe my soul's on the other side. All the little pieces falling, shattered. Shards of me too sharp to put back together, too small to matter, but big enough to cut me into so many little pieces if I try to touch her, and I bleed, and I breath , I breath no more." The silent tears streamed from her face. her hands fell into her lap and she hung her head low with the tears falling on her skirt. "I will have light in my kingdom and I will have a home. There will be no god, only me. I will not be forsaken then. there will be nothing but the light and warmth, and light......Jester there is light here for me. I don't want it to go out again. I never want to see the darkness again." her body was shaking but the tears had stopped. "you understand betrayal. Those marks on your neck told me so." She had curled up onto the half of the couch she was sitting on and had slowly fallen asleep. She was an emotional wreck.
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Post by jrdyn111 on Apr 24, 2008 5:39:56 GMT
(0_0 um that post was far larger than I thought..... and it's not even that great...)
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Post by Dawn on Apr 24, 2008 18:43:16 GMT
(It was fine very descriptive. )
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Post by Dawn on Apr 24, 2008 19:04:06 GMT
Noel looked around again seeing a dress that caught her eye but she was not sure about it. She went over and looked at the sizes and colors. She looked at a black one looking it over thinking about how it would look on her. She looked over at Rayne not sure about the price.
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Post by jrdyn111 on Apr 24, 2008 19:09:37 GMT
Rayne smiled. he was happy that she found something she liked. "Why don't you go and try it on?" He liked the dress and was sure it would look nice on her.
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Post by Dawn on Apr 24, 2008 19:13:11 GMT
Noel nodded taking it into the dressing room with her. She took her clothes off in the both and slipped the dress on doing the bow in the back. She walked out and over to the mirror. She turned around looking at herself in the mirror. She liked it but really felt uncomfortable about Rayne buying her something.
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Post by jrdyn111 on Apr 24, 2008 19:28:29 GMT
Rayne sat on a nearby stool. "How does it look? Would you like me to find a different size for you?" he was very new to this and just tried to ask questions his mother would when they used to go shopping. He caught a glimps of the store clerk again and watched him for a few seconds waiting for her to answer him.
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Post by Dawn on Apr 24, 2008 19:41:16 GMT
"It fits but...I don't know it seems to cost a bit." Noelani said looking at how pretty she looked in it knowing she would impress more then just wearing jeans and a t-shirt. She liked how it had the glittery bits on it. She turned around to face Rayne. "What do you think of it?" She said still feeling very strange.
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Post by jrdyn111 on Apr 24, 2008 19:53:02 GMT
"Price is not an issue, what matters is if you like...." He stopped short to look at her. She looked wonderful. he paused for a moment literally breathless. he finally spoke. "It looks as though it was made for you. Flowers will wilt at your feet and stars will cry in your presence." he said with a deep respective voice.
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Post by Max on Apr 24, 2008 19:54:15 GMT
Blake slowly paced along the alley ways, wings open behined his back, messy hair falling over his eyes. He sighed, gazing slowly towards the sky, sighing slightly. He had been mostly trying to gain more control over his bull form, but so far, no luck. He slowly left the alley-ways, eyes spotting the restaraunt. Maybe he should ask Will about his animal control problem? No, he was going to do this by himself like he had told Emily.
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Post by Dawn on Apr 24, 2008 20:01:53 GMT
Noel then deeply blushed as he described how good she looked in the dress. "I like it." She said twirling a bit as she looked back in the mirror then back at Rayne. Her face was still hot and red as she was still blushing. She smiled liking how it looked on her almost not recognizing herself in it.
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Post by jrdyn111 on Apr 24, 2008 20:03:12 GMT
Charlotte was on her knees with her hands covered in dirt. She had bought some flowers at a local store in the city and decided to plant them around the hideout to brighten up the area. She didn't realize that it made it look a bit less like a hideout. She hummed lightly to herself with her tail gently waving behind her and her ears twitching the occasional fly away.
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Post by Max on Apr 24, 2008 20:08:39 GMT
Blakes eyes strayed to the 14 year old girl planting flowers around the hideout. He smiled lightly, his body shifting to Harpy eagle form, taking off and gliding over to perch on the edge of the hide out, watching Charlotte.
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Post by jrdyn111 on Apr 24, 2008 20:17:25 GMT
Charlotte heard the bird land and looked up at it, unknowing that it was a human. "Well hello there." she smiled "hmm do you think I should plant the yellow ones or the purple ones next?" She looked quizzically at the few samll flowers she had left. "I think the yellow ones would be nice." She didn't really wait for the bird's reply because to her the bird really couldn't understand her. she continued to plant until she suddenly caught the scent of a human who she had never smelt before. She couldn't pinpoint the scent because she wasn't in her fox form. She looked around behind her seeing no one. "Hello?" She was growing nervous. " I have a knife here and I know how to use it." She picked up the little gardening shovel and hoped the person wouldn't notice that it WAS in fact just a shovel...
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Post by jrdyn111 on Apr 24, 2008 20:24:54 GMT
"I am so glad." She really did look wonderful on her. "Shall we go and purchase it then?" He waited for her to go and change and sat down on the stool again.
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Post by Max on Apr 24, 2008 20:24:55 GMT
" If your going to lie, always make sure your voice is keeping the same tone as before ," Blake muttered, flapping down to land just behind Charlotte. He shifted human quickly and walked to her side. " Good nose ," He muttered before stretchign slightly.
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Post by Dawn on Apr 24, 2008 20:30:31 GMT
Noel went back to the booth and changed back. She got out and walked over to Rayne still not sure about him buying it for her. "You sure you want to buy this for me?" She asked still a bit unsure about him buying her things. She liked it yeah new clothes was nice and all but she hardly knew him to go shopping with him like they were. Her brown eyes searched his expression carefully.
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Post by jrdyn111 on Apr 24, 2008 20:38:12 GMT
Charlotte fell back a bit as the bird morphed in front of he. "Oh uh thanks" she giggled awkwardly with her ears drooping in embarrassment. "i didn't mean to threaten you with my...um...shovel..." she stood and brushed herself off wiping her hands on her already dirty jeans. "I'm Charlotte" she extended her hand in a greeting.
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Post by jrdyn111 on Apr 24, 2008 20:41:14 GMT
"As I said before it's the least I can do. You helped me and tore up your clothes for me. I couldn't leave it at that." He started walking toward the checkout. The cute store clerk from before rushed over to help them. "Are you all set sir?" he asked making direct eye contact with Rayne. "I believe so." Rayne gently signaled for Noel to give the dress to the man.
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Post by Max on Apr 24, 2008 20:42:59 GMT
Blake laughed slightly, noticing her ears drooping he stopped. " Its fine. Mine would proberly be trhe horns ," He said, taking her hand and shaking it. " Im Blake ," He muttered, looking at the flowers. " Im just wondering what the chances of someone noticing new flowers, aswell as th eamount of people going in and out are ," He muttered, smiling slightly at Charlotte before looking around the area.
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