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Post by Agent X on May 24, 2008 2:31:15 GMT
*Looks at her wrist and stomach* Bad decision I made for the past five months. I was in the mental hospital until yesterday...
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Post by Prism on May 24, 2008 10:44:43 GMT
That's why that's a bad idea. i just have one question. When you do that, does it hurt like hell? xp
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Post by Rae on May 24, 2008 11:01:05 GMT
It's not clever, and it's not cool to cut yourself.
Whatever people say or do there is nothing that can be gained from it. I know it's a release but to be honest it lasts about four minutes and you go back to the depressed state you were in before, only worse.
If you want to lighten your mood then it's the worst thing you could do, how ever bad you feel so DO NOT DO IT
I don't want to see anyone here go through what I had to suffer. No matter what you have to go through in life you make it a hundred times worse by hurting yourself. Believe me. I can pass it off as cat scratches now from working at the vets but if you're unlucky enough to have less forgiving scars than you've made a mistake. A big mistake, and they will be there forever.
And it hurts like fuck, so DON'T DO IT. |
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Post by sharingan on May 24, 2008 15:48:59 GMT
I will be very honest with you guys, I have never really cut myself but I have stabbed my hand with a tack. I don’t know why I did it, but I was not thinking clearly. I don’t cut but I end up punching myself in my stomach to get over my ‘rage’ fits. It’s when I get so angry that I find myself out of control. I don’t do that anymore either. But I’m scared, very scared to talk to people about it. –mainly my parents- I can only talk to my friends. My Parents will not understand I know it because when I came home with scratches up my arm –from a glass light braking- she flipped. If I told I was then harming myself on purpose before she would like kill me. I’m afraid to talk to a councillor because I fear they will tell someone. I’m scared of going to mental hospital. Because I know I’m in the right mind even if I get suicidal thoughts now and again. But they are slowly going away. My school life is horrible and may explain my constant sickness. But this is the truth from me…..
I hope my parents don't find this....
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Post by Agent X on May 24, 2008 16:53:14 GMT
Yeah, Now I use a rubber band instead. I just snap it on my wrist to get the same feelings.
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Post by Prism on May 24, 2008 16:56:13 GMT
Why would you want the feeling? *looks at rubber band around fingers* xD how ironic x3
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Post by Will Fleet on May 24, 2008 17:48:24 GMT
I'm scared of death and pain pretty much isn't that much fun for me. When I get upset I tend to go feral and throw things, want to break things, sometimes I even bite things o.0
But cutting isn't that good, just do something you enjoy doing quite often to get away from it. Maybe camping, swimming, ask you're parents for a strictly 'you' day to keep you happy and content. A day where you do something you like to unwind or relax and don't think of anything but what you want to do that day and things you enjoy.
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Post by Prism on May 26, 2008 21:13:57 GMT
x3
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Post by Rae on May 27, 2008 15:16:15 GMT
Sorry. But I have no sympathy any more.
Not after what I did to myself. |
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