Post by dreamer on Mar 19, 2009 19:38:57 GMT
Hello guys.
The USASI has always been important to me, as the people inside of it. But I have found that over the years, some things have come up in it that i am not wanting to be a part of. Things like barely any straight guys and, well, mature yaoi things have caused me to make this decision to leave.
Now, I know you are going to say that I just shouldn't have looked, but you are forgetting that I AM A CHILD. I have curiosity in me, and anything new, like a shiny new toy, I am drawn too. So, I have been exposed to something I really don't want to be exposed to. It makes me disappointed in myself for doing what i have, but it is irreversible, and I only blame myself. Not the people in the forum.
I've created several relationships with the amazing people that role-play here, such as Rachel, Twilight, Rae, and Puddin. But there are so many more then them. I've gotten to know all of you, and it hurts to leave. I have grown in both positive and negative things during my time here at the USASI. My character has grown as well. Briana has been a joy to role-play, along with her friends. It is something I will never forget.
I know i have left twice before. And returned twice. But this time, there will be no returning. And I have made the decision to cut off ALL contacts with the uSASI and the people in it, for fear that I may return and be exposed to the stuff I am desperately trying to escape. So, I am leaving final messages to the ones that I have come to know and love.
Rachel--You have been one of the nicest and funnest people I have ever met. You are light-hearted and sweet, and a person that I have grown closest to in the USASI. Role-playing with Skyler and you have been nothing less but a blast. I will miss you the most. Bye girl, you'll always have a special place in my heart.
Puddin--You have been one big hyperactive ball of insane-ness to know, but in a fun and entertaining way. Very fun way, in fact. I won't forget you and you're crazy ways, no matter how long time passes.
Rae--Girl, you are just awesome. One of the best peeps I've met, you're a girl who doesn't care what people say about her, and are protective of her friends. You're fun and caring, and I won't ever forget you.
Twilight--Girl, whatever you do, don't forget that you are a beautiful person, inside and out. You are an amazing role-player and friend, and it has been a joy to know you. I won't forget you, ever.
Kays--You've been like a big sister to me, and you have helped me through a lot of things. You're an excellent writer,and you've helped me over a couple of writer's blocks. I'll remember you
I'm sorry if i have forgotten you, i didn't mean too! Do not try to contact me, because it will not work. Those who have my e-mail, I've changed to a new one, my DA account long dead, and I'll never use this account again.
This may be a late goodbye, but at least I have left one!
Goodbye, i will miss and remember you all!
The USASI has always been important to me, as the people inside of it. But I have found that over the years, some things have come up in it that i am not wanting to be a part of. Things like barely any straight guys and, well, mature yaoi things have caused me to make this decision to leave.
Now, I know you are going to say that I just shouldn't have looked, but you are forgetting that I AM A CHILD. I have curiosity in me, and anything new, like a shiny new toy, I am drawn too. So, I have been exposed to something I really don't want to be exposed to. It makes me disappointed in myself for doing what i have, but it is irreversible, and I only blame myself. Not the people in the forum.
I've created several relationships with the amazing people that role-play here, such as Rachel, Twilight, Rae, and Puddin. But there are so many more then them. I've gotten to know all of you, and it hurts to leave. I have grown in both positive and negative things during my time here at the USASI. My character has grown as well. Briana has been a joy to role-play, along with her friends. It is something I will never forget.
I know i have left twice before. And returned twice. But this time, there will be no returning. And I have made the decision to cut off ALL contacts with the uSASI and the people in it, for fear that I may return and be exposed to the stuff I am desperately trying to escape. So, I am leaving final messages to the ones that I have come to know and love.
Rachel--You have been one of the nicest and funnest people I have ever met. You are light-hearted and sweet, and a person that I have grown closest to in the USASI. Role-playing with Skyler and you have been nothing less but a blast. I will miss you the most. Bye girl, you'll always have a special place in my heart.
Puddin--You have been one big hyperactive ball of insane-ness to know, but in a fun and entertaining way. Very fun way, in fact. I won't forget you and you're crazy ways, no matter how long time passes.
Rae--Girl, you are just awesome. One of the best peeps I've met, you're a girl who doesn't care what people say about her, and are protective of her friends. You're fun and caring, and I won't ever forget you.
Twilight--Girl, whatever you do, don't forget that you are a beautiful person, inside and out. You are an amazing role-player and friend, and it has been a joy to know you. I won't forget you, ever.
Kays--You've been like a big sister to me, and you have helped me through a lot of things. You're an excellent writer,and you've helped me over a couple of writer's blocks. I'll remember you
I'm sorry if i have forgotten you, i didn't mean too! Do not try to contact me, because it will not work. Those who have my e-mail, I've changed to a new one, my DA account long dead, and I'll never use this account again.
This may be a late goodbye, but at least I have left one!
Goodbye, i will miss and remember you all!