nick
New Experiment
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Post by nick on Jun 10, 2009 17:09:55 GMT
Endured immortality
The lifeblood drips It is so sweet upon my lips The thrust recedes I have fulfilled my needs
This life I endure How I long for more How I long for less Less is more I guess My life is so long Life is but a never-ending song
I never value time My moments are not rare Some thing without measure Has no value Air is only worth anything When you are without
The fabled weaknesses of my creed Lies to give value, to give hope To make the end seen real
But The cross Did Not Burn
The sun did not kill Only burn Only hurt
The stake did not kill >
The cuts heal The skin repairs My life continues My suffering continues My soul remains It screams at what I have done At what I must do How I envy them I give them a gift A death And end Such luxury
Bit I am a song that will never end My wounds will always mend I must endure But I know not what for
How I long to die Release my souls sigh Bring the dark Leave not a mark
I am a bloodsucker I am a vampire I am a daemon I am a man I am a shell This is my only request My only desire My only hope To die
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New Experiment
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Post by nick on Jun 10, 2009 17:12:12 GMT
New beginnings, old emotions.
Is a start really a start? How far back do you look? It was a new start for me I saw her I was ready for a change
Something to fill the shell We aren’t meant to be alone And I am so lonely
The pains of before still hurt Of love given, and not received It clouds my mind I see her all around
The emotions still run hot It hasn’t been that long I cannot move on Is an end really an end? Emotions remain
(note - before moving on, read this upside down, the last line is the first and the first is the last, see the poem within the poem.)
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New Experiment
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Post by nick on Jun 10, 2009 17:13:21 GMT
Love
Defined as warm affection, attachment, liking or fondness. What is love? It can try, but it escapes my best guess. I know only what it does to me.
It separates me from a world of sorrow It separates me from all my fears It makes you the center of my world It makes sane men act as fools It becomes the air you breath It becomes the essence of your life It fills my heart with joy It fills my head with song
But for all my love of you You did not love me You cared for me You didn’t want to hurt me You left me So I remain, along, broken, empty
I would hate you if I didn’t love you I would hate you if I didn’t understand you I know you wanted to love me I know that you realised you didn’t I know you could bear the idea of me wasting my love I know why you did it
I cant forgive you I cant befriend you I cant talk to you I cant see you I cant know you
Because I love you And you cannot love me So I know I have failed I have lost what means most to me It may not be my fault But it is my failure And I cannot stand to see that failure before me
So this is the end Our final word The final look
That final awkward silence The space were ‘I love you’ used to be
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